Hello everyone again!

Hello everyone again!

I am back after long time again. I didn't know what to add more. Though now when I look back, I feel I was very evil to make this blog in the first place. Simply I heaped abuse on Anand Jon and his family. It was very very wrong of me to be so judgemental. Jesus Christ spoke to me, and I repented. I wish to seek pardon from their family. Dear Mr. Alexander, Shashi Abraham, Sanjana Jon and Anand Jon, please forgive me for this terrible blog. It was the product of an idle mind, which is a devil's workshop. I don't know what evil made me to start it. Agreed, I was very angry at that time, but who am I to judge anyone? I showed this to my priest, he told me that my behaviour was exactly like the hypocritical Pharisee who was very proudly telling God that he was not like the tax collector who was standing nearby him. How bad!

 

I have been praying for Anand Jon. I have been praying for his release from jail. I am hoping to see a news one day that he has been set free. That will be happy day of my life. Every Christmas, every Easter, every Onam, I have been remembering Anand Jon and his family. I wish that they were sitting at the same table as my guests and sharing the meal and the fellowship with me. After all, they are fellow Malayalis like me. Alexander and Shashi Abraham are like my elder brother and sister, whereas Anand and Sanjana are just like my cousins. I hope that some day in life I will have that privilege.

 

Eventually I will delete this blog after few years. I will just let it remain for now so that it will warn young people not to behave in criminal ways, and to know the consequences of such illegal behaviour. Already in the news wherever we are hearing, it is too horrible. There is too much crimes against women nowadays. That also, by big cinema stars, big godmen, and other people who are supposed to set an example for the society. It is a very sad state of affairs.

 

Also I want people to not behave in the disgusting way like I did. Meet the biggest sinner, me. I was pretending as if I was perfect, whereas I am not. Everyone who is reading this, please do not behave like I did. Instead of sympathising with Anand Jon's family, I added more pain to them. Jesus, please forgive me for what I did.